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mood: "when you ask- i wave my hand side to side and mumble something about doing "so-so". it'd almost be admirable- that is how good ive become at lying, if it wasn't so pathetic. i miss the way it was." honestly.
listening to: I don't even know.

I hate kids who steal hearts. They should go to jail.
Sugar.Darling.Dollface.Model.
I don't cry over boys.
But I cry when I get frustrated.

I MADE IT TO 4,000 PAGEVIEWS!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE!!!:)
That may not seem like a lot to some people but to me, its amazing.
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"well what makes you happy?"
I wish it was that simple.
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She laughed again, glancing down at the thorn now dripping blood, as if he couldnt be more obvious. Instead she asked him if he wanted to light dandelions with them. He paused. Another fit of laughter. "You've never lit dandelions?" she asked, then picked a huge white flower off the ground and lit it. It burst above into one of the brilliant strobes he had seen earlier. They began picking them in bunches and throwing them lit into the night sky. The white ones disappearing in flashes of light and the yellow ones popping loudly and drifting into hazes of smoke in the moonlight.

20 favorites on "RyeAndAir". that amazes me.=D
Okay.
I've been really happy lately.
(knock on wood)
A lot of things have been going right.
I'm sick of anyone that makes me wish I was worse than sick.
(if you get it)
I still want something to happen.
But its not a big deal at all.
So just...
Cross your fingers for me.
I'll make some eyelash wishes for you.
:heart:

Throw me some looks that say
"her smiles actually really nice"
..now that she's stopped.
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"The black around your eyes running and not in a crying way more like sunset hitting a school blacktop."

listening to: "Lua"-Bright Eyes
reading: a few different books.
mood: emotion is dead. i'm in a bad mood.

I've been hating everyone and everything lately.
So don't be flattered or think it's personal.
Do you think I look happy?
That the flashing of my pearly whites is genuine?
Sure, I can fake it.
It's just a matter of "do i want to anymore?"
Because I'm getting sick to death of it.
I almost admitted my best. or worst. secret on here.
Luckily, there's the backspace key.
Everyone would bring it up to my face and it would kill me.
They'd laugh about it.
Or worse, they'd throw sympathy at me like bullets.
I think it's serious, so I'll just keep it to myself.
(it's less of a secret, more of a bad habit.)
And then everyone would know why my smile's ruined...
and where's the fun in that?
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rewrite.
I don't know if things are better or not.
Oh, well. I'd say it was none of my business if it wasn't affecting me.
I think people got the wrong message before: I wasn't talking about my problems, I'm just kind of worried about my friends.
I don't like taking sides because if you're anywhere near a fight you're bound to get hit.
Enough metaphors.
Tonight me and lyndsey are gonna go to GF and I'm going to buy every effing color of eye shadow at hot topic.
I like putting on makeup. Too bad it doesn't make me pretty.
(Don't mistake this for a sad journal, I'm pretty happy. about some things.)
I still have a crush on that boy.
I was trying to give up on him, but i'm giving up on giving up.
He makes me smile.
And right now I'm thinking about myself for once.
And I'm not going to worry about anything.

my secrets= your "behind the hand" jokes.

add me on myspace? myspace.com/paidtopanic
make some wishes for me, and i'll make some for you.
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